Milestone birthdays have a way of encouraging reflective thoughts about life, love and the pursuit of happiness.
I have one of these birthdays coming up — the one that marks the beginning of a new decade and the end of the previous one.
“Milestone” sounds like you have a chain around your neck and you have just been thrown off the boat. I prefer to be more playful — such as “this is my year of celebrating __ years of traveling around the sun.”
Now that I am entering a new phase of life, I wonder if I am finally a “grown up.” When I was a kid, I thought all grown ups had the answers to everything. They sure seemed to…
“It’s just the way it is.”
“We’ve always done it that way.”
“No need to fix something that isn’t broken.”
Of course, now that I am older and wiser, these pat sayings are amusing. But to my 8 year old mind, these words were the law, not to be questioned.
In my moments of introspection, I always wondered what it would be like to be on that side of the table. To have all of the answers and speak so confidently.
Now, I know the truth.
When I was a child, I thought like a child. Now, as an adult, hopefully I think like an adult. But am I a grown up?
That question keeps hammering in the back of my mind. Have I reached the age where grown up status is automatically conferred? Or do I have to earn it?
What I do know is that the more times I travel around the sun, the less tolerance I have for other people’s answers. I am on a quest to seek my own answers that resonate, encourage and cultivate my greatest good.
No one has the answer for everyone; they only have the answer that works for them.
How do you find your answers? For me, meditation and mindfulness have paved the way back to myself.
Dipping into that space between thoughts is the only way I have found to love myself. Being aware of my thoughts and my words is the natural offspring of loving myself.
Why not join the 21 Day Heart Dancing Challenge? It will help you establish a daily practice of meditation, journaling and intentional creativity. Who know where that might take you?